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[ Angsting TrendWhore ] Krissuh
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[20 Feb 2007|02:01pm] |
My, my...I haven't posted since December. Geeze...who would've though --
Anywho! TIME TO UPDATE! >3
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Being as how I left my last post as being incredibly pissed off with Hunter, it would be rather cool to start there.
Well, things turned out to be a lie -- pointless eDrama started by some random person who didn't like the thought of me being with Hunter or vice-versa. We were able to talk it out --thankfully-- the next day. Unfortunately after that -- he disappeared. It was a full three - almost four months before he appeared again [ which was about...two - three weeks ago ] -- AND WE'RE BACK TOGETHER! WHOO! WHOO! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ And I couldn't be any happier.
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Hunter aside -- LOVE YOU BLONDIE! -- on to, more IRL things.
Seems that in the next week or two, we'll be moving back to Cincinnati. Believe me...I'm happy? Am I really? I really don't know. I've always wanted to go back, don't get me wrong -- but the whole idea was of me going. Alone. Without my fsking parents! But oh well -- unfortunately it was last minute planning and our living conditions will be less than perfect. Living with an aunt? For God knows how long? Not my cup of tea. Seriously. I love them dearly, but -- they can be a real pain in a persons ass, when you hang around them too long. Headaches. Majorly. But there is no way out of it. My dad made up his mind and I'll have to deal with it...for now. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Besides that, Kris is a happy!Kris. I get to keep Miss Kitty/Jade/BoogaBooga. <3 Whom I was worried so much about -- didn't want to give my baby away. T_T I'd like to have a fit. Thankfully a friend of my father's who lives in Cincinnati said he'll take her in until we get out own place. THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! *__* Such a life-saver he is.
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[07 Dec 2006|12:04pm] |
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Ah...the term 'Happiness never lasts forever;' could so describe my current situation.
I knew something along these lines would eventually happen, but who am I to say that, I'm not surprised in the least. It's the internet -- as I like the say. The internet is filled with liars and deceivers; why did I think Hunter wouldn't be the same?
Love? Nah.
Hope? Nuh uh.
Insanity? Bingo! That about says it all.
I didn't want to believe what that person told me about him; but after thoroughly looking into it...I can't help but believe 'im. I mean...why the hell would Hunter need me, if he already had a girlfriend -- that is with him? It makes no damn sense; then again, he is a Master of Deception...what could have made me think otherwise? Just because he wanted to be with me? Hah!
I let my guard down.
Something I had promise myself to never do again...
I've been waiting on his sorry ass to come on all night and morning, but have yet to see his lying behind. Only proves that what has been said is true....and the Karen bitch, had the nerve to rub it in my face. I only asked a simple yes or no question...Are you with Hunter/Slade or whatever the hell you call him? She said yeah...in real-life.
'Oh! I even have his hoodie in my closet and he bought me this white tiger plushie for Christmas! He even said he got me a present now, but he won't tell me -- staying true to his character and all; but when I call him later, I'll weedle it out of him somehow!'
I didn't ask for all that bullshit! But yeah...rub it in, keep rubbing it in -- wait...wait, don't forget this is the internet...None of it is real. Remember, remember.
Yeah...right.
Kris...in love? I knew it would never last.
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[27 Nov 2006|10:33am] |
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I don't know why...all of a sudden I'm thinking of her...
her. I blame a certain friend of mines for bringing it up, but it felt good to tell another person how much she had done for me and how much I truly cared for her. I just wish...she had never disappeared like that. ._.;; But I knew it would happen one day or another...just never thought she would have left without a word -- a simple, "Well...I won't be coming around no more ---" would have sufficed. It just hurts, ya'know...it just hurts when a person you loved just ups and disappears...and it still hurts after so many years; but I try and remember the good times we had...
The roleplays we did...
The characters we created...
The poems she had a habit of writing, just to make me feel better...
The interesting stories about her college life... - Small chuckle. -
Those times were the best -- I could safely say that, after she disappeared; my life went to shit. My father always have a habit of saying, that I didn't start acting the way I did until four years ago -- maybe, thats why? Speculations. Guess. I don't know...
Sometimes I wish I had forgotten her -- like a normal person would have. Who would linger on stupid feelings for almost five years? No one would, but here I am -- always thinking about her and I can't help it, but cry. The times I had with her, I wouldn't change for anything in the world...she made me feel as though I was actually important to her -- its odd how Mike reminds me of her -- and that I could do much more, despite my current situation.
I miss her...
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[14 Oct 2006|07:39pm] |
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These past two weeks have been really...interesting.
All thanks to my lovely Bruff'a, Hunter and I are talking once more -- but ofcourse that lead to certain `things` and so, we're now together. Finally! But I did not think that us being together would bring about the dreaded...eDrama. eDrama...the thing I despise beyond all measure and try to avoid under all circumstances. But I suppose I would have to encounter it at one point in my life. Again. But, I'm not complaining. Hunter is worth it.
On to the problem at hand. Lea.
Who would have thought that the little bitch would cause so much trouble between Hunter and I, and also with Dayna and Kaine. Oh, well...I suppose thats life for ya'.
So far, she has actually came to apologize to me and me being the considerate and nice person that I am, I've accepted her apology. Wasn't quite my idea to have Liz going berserk on the girl either way; but it was said, so thats all that matters. As long as she doesn't seemingly flirt and push up on my man [ Feels so odd saying that after these many years x] ] we won't have any problems between us.
Putting that side...things between Hunter and I, couldn't be any better. *_*
I finally found someone after all these years, that I truly like and would goes as far as saying, I truly love...
Yes. Kris in love. So weird, isn't it? Hell, I still find it hard to belive...but, its happening. x] Be happy for me. I'm human after all, and can't let you guys have all the fun for yourselves. =P
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[06 Oct 2006|08:38pm] |
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Bruff'a! I love you! So much!
Thank you for...you know what! <333 'cause I know I would have never done it myself. Even with all your pushing and nudging and stuff. =3
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[06 Oct 2006|02:08pm] |
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I was forced into taking these damn surveys. FORCED! >__x!
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[10 Sep 2006|01:50pm] |
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Yes, yes! Kris is still alive --- for all those who actually have this blasted LJ and actually are worried about me. =3
I've been back from New York...I believe Monday, but my family [ Mother, Father and Brother ] went down to Cincinnati, so I went back with my aunts. [ Aunt commissioned my father to do some work on her house while we ( aunts and I ) were in New York ]. So I've been in Cincinnati ever since...not that I'm complaining --- too much, but I fuckin' miss my bed, my cat and my effin' computer and last but definately not least...MY FRIENDS, DAMMIT! @___@
I don't even know when I'll be home to tell the truth. My dad had said Friday...then Sunday...most likely won't be back until either Tuesday or Wednesday...then again, its almost time to send my brother off to college...which should be the upcoming weekend. So, Kris has been especially busy. e_e;; And tired.
But yes...a small update until I can get my ass home. IFUCKIN'MISSYOUGUYS! And...Allen...TELL DON THAT I HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN ABOUT MY FUCKIN' POST! AND I WILL GET IT FROM HIM ONE WAY OR ANOTHER! =3
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| .][ Failure at Life. ][. |
[21 Jun 2006|10:14am] |
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Whoo! I'm a failure!
In the words of my father...oh! and myself; can't forget myself, definately can't forget myself.
...On another note.
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I'VE BEEN BANNED FROM THE COMPUTER...Indefinately! Isn't that great?! - Sarcasm. -
So...there will be times when I can sneak on via a nice younger brother...on his laptop. Not often...I don't know. So like...oh well. =]
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| .][ What a Week... ][. |
[20 Jun 2006|12:17am] |
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Wow...a update. How often does this happen. - Muses. -
Anywho...its been on helluv'a week and weekend. Started out all well and dandy; a week with no father in the house...who's to complain, right? Well things started to take a turn for the worst, second day in. Turned out that my mother was experiencin' pains in her left leg. Swollen lymph nodes...or so we thought. As the days went on, it started to take a turn for the worst. Swellin'. Redness. Spreadin'. The works. I thought it was best to take her to the hospital or get it checked out by a doctor or something, but she was against it...bein' as how we have no health insurance at the moment. Despite all that, she decided to keep it from my father since he was in New Jersey for an orientation for his new job. Yay!
Eventually when he returned that Friday and she showed him, he decided that it would be best to rush her to the hospital. Despitehercontinuousremarksofitbein'muchbetterthanitwasbefore. Ya'know...the mindless rantings of a woman who dislikes hospitals. - Snerks. -
Well...they had disappeared there around 6 in the afternoon and I didn't receive a call until about, ten almost eleven clock. A'course I was up; not many a chance to get to stay up half the night with no 'rents in the house. =]...Tellin' me that they'll keep her over night, under the pretenses of a infection of some sort.
Okay...so I thought; 'Hey, an infection...not too bad, not too bad.' Then my dad came home around five or so in the mornin'. [ Rushed off to bed and pretended that I was asleep. - Light sleeper. - So I got up, pretendin' to hear him pull in. Cat in hand. - Snickers. -] And found out that it was instead a clot and the reason as to why it was 'getting better' was because it had supposedly moved on. Elsewhere. And they wanted to keep her until Monday in order to do some surgical procedure [ Placin' a dye in the bloodstream and somehow trackin' the flow of blood and what not. - Technical stuff that I have no clue about. ]
So for the whole weekend; up early. Gone just about all day at the hospial. Bored. Sleepy beyond measure. And the like. I love my mother and I hate her...but rather not see her in this sort of position, ya'know. - Hefts a shoulder. -
But it seems she is doin' well. No need for the procedure. They did another thorough ultrasound and found nothin', so she'll be comin' home today. Whoop de doo. Atleast no more hospital...but more yellin'. - Sighs. - What one must do to survive, huh. Heh.
She'll be takin' blood thiners for the rest of her life, to keep from gettin' any other clots...but she's had a history of blood clots before. One before/after I was born and another when my brother was born. The second time, it had went to her brain and they had to do some extensive surgery then; but she made it, so I was not too worried about it now. I mean...if God wants to take her, he'll take her. We'll just have to grin and bare with it. It'll just be a reason for me to leave this house.
....Guys must be crazy to think I'll stay in this hell-hole if she ever died. She's the only reason I'm stayin'...besides school And why...don't ask me. Don't really know.
...Well; its been quite a week. And like...ISOTOTALLYMISSEDYOUGUYSWHILEIWASAWAY! It was so hard to be without you all...because you guys are like my...WHOLE LIFE! <333 And like...hopefully nothin' like this will happen in the future!
HEARTS TO ALL!
Jammeh-nii: Feel better! We're waitin' for you to come around, cause we miss you bunches! 'speciallyLeon-nii! >_>! SODIDN'TSAYANYTHING!
Leon-nii: Stop your whinin'! =] I'm here for ya' and will always be here for ya'; and...ISOABSOLUTELYLOVEANDADOREYOU...but I'm so not havin' your babies.
Bruff'a: WENEEDTOGOFINDMENTOGETHER! =O I mean...really. We need to stop lingerin' and move on. There will always be someone else...so don't dwell on all thats happenin'. Your Siss'a is here for ya' and will most definately be here for ya'! Despite all the things I say; that you may not agree with. =p
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[12 Jun 2006|02:55pm] |
Yea, so I was forced to post this by le 'Niisan ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8) autophobia.
Ask for meme love, and:
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours.
So yeah. >__> I'll attempt to do it...some time or another.
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| .][ Graduation..And the Realization of How Much My Life Sucks. ][. |
[28 May 2006|01:18am] |
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Well...today is my brothers graduation. Whoop dee fuckin' do. Applause for him and all that shit...
Yeah, yeah, yeah...I know I'm supposed to be happy. Had fun pretendin' to be. Kind've easy. Really. But inside...y'know, alot of stuff was goin' through my mind. Ever since my aunts, cousins and grandmother arrive, they've all been goin' on about the usual questions and comments. When will you graduate? We can't wait until your graduation. Are you graduating next year? Annoyin'. Truly annoyin'. Yes, I love them dearly; but a person can only take so much. Its enough that my parents are disappointed in me... though they've been tryin' their best not to show it BUT I'M NOT FUCKIN' STUPID! It shouldn't even matter if I graduate, because:
1. Not even goin' to bother goin' to the graduation ceremony.
2. If I graduate.
3. I could really care less at this point in time.
Anywho...I guess I'll talk about his ceremony since it was truly funny.
The Choir
Oh em gee! Dude...if you're goin' to sing. ATLEAST KNOW THE EFFIN' LYRICS!
They were readin' from papers. Readin' it. Kind've embarrassin' in my book...and if readin' is what they called it, because...surely, it seemed like they couldn't. But besides that...they were so off-key, that countless people in the audience was beside themselves in laughter. Myself and my cousin's included. To the point of tears. =] It was seriously that funny. But! What made us really roll, was the fact that some guy in the audience went and shouted..'SO SOME RESPECT!' Truly hilarious. I mean. Really.
As for the song choice. Kelly Clarkson. Breakway. - Blank stare. -
The Band
Just like the choir...they sucked serious ass. Point blank.
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But overall...besides those two failin' points in the ceremony. It was quite nice. Especially when my brothers friend, had to get up on stage and say a few words to his graduatin' class. Amusin' boy that he is. Made us all laugh with his weirdness....and come to find out...my brother owes him quite a bit of money. - Gasps. -
But it was nice. I enjoyed it...save for the deep down disappointment in myself. After it was all over, I guess depression sort of sank in. Everyone could tell. Tried givin' me encouragin' words. Really wasn't helpin' me much...if anythin' it made me sink even further into my depression. So...after a few hours out and about, came home and just...sorta...knocked myself out. Its a wonder how todays medicine makes a person so tired. I love them. - Hearts. -
But yeah...that was today in a nutshell. Mixture of happiness, depression, disappointment, glee...and a slew of other words I'm to lazy to think about at this very moment.
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[14 Mar 2006|10:38am] |
Today marks the fourth year anniversary...I guess you can say, since she disappeared some time ago...
Seems like a hell of a whole lot longer than three years though and lord knows I still miss the hell out of her. She kept this crazy chick in check...helping me with all my random outbursts, problems and all sorts of things that went on in my life back then...
And last but not least...our RPs were like the frickin' best! *_*! I miss them so. There were all sorts of Storylines and crap...ah~ the old days...
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Ugh! All this week, I have to take the frickin' OGTs...and like...UGH! I dun waaaaanna~ Stupid government tests! I mean...we spent twelve years in school! WE SHOULDN'T HAVE TO TAKE THESE DAMNED TESTS TO PROVE THAT WE ARE SMART ENOUGH TO FUCKIN' GRADUATE! - Huffs. Fumes. Twitches. - I [H]ATE YOU AMERICA! >
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[02 Mar 2006|10:04am] |
| Your Inner Child Is Surprised | 
You see many things through the eyes of a child.
Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.
You cherish all of the details in life.
Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things. |
...Surprised my ass...
| You Are 13 Years Old | 
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
...Could have been younger...
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First off...To all my friends and family~
And an update on teh Krissuh's life...
Well...after damn near four years...Quinton and myself are no longer friends. Lord knows it hurt quite alot, but I guess there are times when good friends must seperate themselves from one another. Hell! I'm still confused as to why it happen, but hey~ It goes to show that I can't rely on him like he wants me to and that he's a no-good, lying bastard. - Coughs lightly into her hand. - Anywho...
SHOUTOUTS! <333
Ban-nii: DOOD! I FOOKIN' LOVE YOU MAN! <33 You've been there for me through all the BS in my life and the lords above knows what I would have done without you. Through everything...Alexia...my family...Quinton, you were always there offering your advice and everything. ^^ And I thank you for it...though I doubt thanks is enough. >__o One day Krissuh will meet ya! And we'll like...DO STUFF =O!!...Yeah. =D But joo be more than a friend and a brother! Remember that! OR I R EET JOO! O__O!
J-kun: J-kuuuuun~ Mah boodeh for yeeeeeeeeears! Since Alexia! ^^ You were always there for me as well, though now... -Mutters.- You are doing a disappearing act...not FUN! -Emo's.- But...I STILL LOVE YOU! More than yah think! Remember that as well...or I KEEL YOU! HAUNT YOUR DREAMS! Or...something as well. Also...Krissuh is always here when you need to talk about anything...I mean ANYTHING.
Bruffa: BRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUFFFA! I FUCKIN' HEART YOU TOO! I'M IN YOUR HEAD! -Pointpointpoint.- And you are like...MY OTHER HALF?! ZOMG! Yes. My other half. Kind've weird, ya'know? All those weird freaky moments?! Its telling us something?! I think...yeah. xD But, y'know I love you mucho! <333 And you can come and talk as always!
JerBizzle!: And who can forget teh Jer'ness! Mah Hubbeh!! <33 Weird ass person as well, but you're right up there with me! Y'know! Who's crazier?! -Cackles. Cough. Cough.- Yeah...but as I've said about a dozen times in the last ten minutes...I'M HERE FOR YOU!and like...if you need me to kick the ass of that bitch girlfriend of yours~ Let me know! xD
And yes...this is only for my closest friends...and if you don't see your name up there...either I forgot you...OR I DISLIKE YOU! But I'm sure...I just forgot. ^^;;
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[09 Feb 2006|10:12am] |
Okay...to start off this...sucky ass of a day...I thought I should ramble on about this conversation with a friend, that took a turn for the worst and like...I HAVE NO CLUE AS TO WHY!!! T__T He hasn't spoken to me for like...two weeks and I'm hurt...
the_quinton_malice (2/3/2006 9:25:28 PM): Heh. -Leans forward, pointing at her.- You rely on me. >=]
seeking_intervisions (2/3/2006 9:25:45 PM): - Tilts head, eyeing the finger. Bites. - I do?
the_quinton_malice (2/3/2006 9:25:50 PM): Yes.
the_quinton_malice (2/3/2006 9:25:52 PM): You do.
seeking_intervisions (2/3/2006 9:26:06 PM): - Didn't know that. Wonders when that happened. -
seeking_intervisions (2/3/2006 9:26:07 PM): o_o
the_quinton_malice (2/3/2006 9:26:12 PM): o__o;;
the_quinton_malice (2/3/2006 9:26:18 PM): T___T; You've got to be kidding me.
the_quinton_malice (2/3/2006 9:26:27 PM): Plleeaaasseee tell me you're joking. =/
the_quinton_malice (2/3/2006 9:26:33 PM): Because if you're not...
the_quinton_malice (2/3/2006 9:26:36 PM): ¬_¬
seeking_intervisions (2/3/2006 9:27:32 PM): >__< Not.
the_quinton_malice (2/3/2006 9:27:41 PM): T___T;;;;;;;
the_quinton_malice (2/3/2006 9:27:50 PM): -LEAVES.-
Now seriously...if he wants me to depend or rely, as he so carefully put it, on him...he would have been there when I needed him this week...but no, he was ignoring me and brushing me off. - Twitches. - Seriously. Krissuh had missed some random meaning behind it...cause, I see nothing wrong with it...and he knows I like to joke with him. - Emo's in her corner. - But a whooooole week, almost two, and he will not reply to me or even speak to me...and seriously a part of me doesn't care anymore. I'm just tired of people taking things seriously...and me, not giving a damn if they are serious or not, cause I believe they would never intentionally say anything to hurt me...I just don't know anymore. Just tired of it all. Its enough I have problems going on at home, but it seems that wherever I go, the problems like to tag-a-long...its driving me slowly insane. Hell, look at me and my parents, me and my brother, me and school...good, damned examples.
Oh...highlight of the week...
Drumroll, please~
PARENTS THINK I'M SUICIDAL!!! Whooo!!!
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[27 Jan 2006|09:28am] |
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Whoo. @_@ - Not quite up at the moment. -
Anywho~ As I was saying to the nii-san yesterday...Krissuh has a philosophy about the 'rents and us, their children...might make no sense whatsoever at the moment, but who cares?! - Wants to ramble on about meaningless things. -
Parents = Masters
Children = Lowly servants/slaves
You ever hear those words, 'When you were little...you never would do such a thing...' or 'You never used to backtalk when you were little...' and a whole lot more, I'm sure most of us had heard over and over and over and over... -Could go on, but doesn't.- Anywho...as always, they blame on us for hitting 'puberty'. 'Before you hit puberty, you wouldn't do the things you do...' - Hears that one quite often. -
Anywho...I see it as a master/slave thing. When we were young, we would bend over backwards to make them happy...but once we hit 'that age', we slowly start to understand that its not your whole life to make your parents happy...you did that while you were young and now its time to find things that makes you happy instead...or something along those lines. - Shrugs shoulders. Have absolutely no idea as to what she is trying to say. - And this is when all hell breaks lose...the fights, the arguments and all the other lovely things that make us a family starts to slowly, but surely crumble...ah, isn't life the greatest?
-Snickers.- Whoo...that made no fuckin' sense whatsoever! But it was quite fun to think of... - Will have to elaborate more at a later time. - ♥
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-Major...uber...squealage!!!- ♥ ♥ ♥ Niiiiiii-san~!! I spank you very much for teh uberly purdeh layout! -Squee's more. - I mucho ♥ it!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ -Overly uses the heart-age!- Mwahaha!
I must find a way to thank teh Nii-san!!! O___O!
-Sits and contemplates this in silence.- ....Somehow...someway...I MUST! OO!
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Be My Last - Utada Hikaru
Why is it, mom that a day comes when...
I have to personally break even those....
That I nutured myself?
My lonely hands can't throw away...
The shattered pieces of our collage,
Even when I'm holding onto your hand...
Be my last...
Be my last...
Be my last...
Be my last...
Please let you be my last
Be my last...
We did really well for a mismatched couple,
Our love was mistaken...
But it wasn't a mistake to have loved.
My lonely hands...
When did my dream come to an end?
With my hands...
With my hands...
With my hands...
With my hands...
With my hands, be my last...
Rather than being united someday...
I want to see you for an hour tonight.
My lonely hands...
Which one of us was trying to act mature?
Be my last...
Be my last...
Be my last...
Be my last...
Be my last...
Please let you be my last...
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¤| When I first heard this song...it had my crying...seriously. T__T The video was beautiful...and sad...though I had no idea what it meant, I still cried. And once I found the lyrics...it just sort of made it worst. And now...I can't stop listening to it...It just reminds me of things that I wish could have stayed the same. Pretty corny, I know...but the truth is that I still care for her...and she will always remain in my heart, but its just so hard...to move on.
I have so many admirers...lord knows too many. Girls and boys alike. And why? I have no damned clue. They all like this person that I try to be, but they all don't know the -real- me. All they see is what I pretend to be...its all an act. I doubt they would like the real 'Kris'. - Sighs softly. - Things just haven't been the same since she left...I find myself crying for no reason, being depressed...and all sorts of things. Its just not....just not ME. Its not the person I really am and its screwing up with my life. I can't think straight...I can't do things right...Even my parents are starting to notice a change in me and they wonder why. I can't tell them about Alexia...I just can't...so I'll let them think what they want to think...even if they think I'm close to probably myself. And I'm not going to lie and say the thought hasn't crossed my mind. Parents...school...Alexia...its driving me near insanity...and if it wasn't for my Leon-nii, things would have probably gotten even worst. He has been there for me and I thank him so much for that...and I try to be there for him, though there are times when the things he says about his own problems forcibly reminds me of what was gone...but if anything, we know how each other feels about it...so I think it is better that we talk about it, it calms me down a bit. - Giggles. - Always there to cheer me up, he is...<333 The best brother ever. - Coughs and eyes a certain someone. - Unlike my real brother o'course...
- Breathes in deeply. - I think I'm done for now...just needed to get random stuff off of my chest...its about to be a new semester and I need to clear my mind and get ready for it. I can't fail now. My last year. Can't screw up now...so close to being -Free-...|¤
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